¤ ShahilahCliche , SCT :) .
i Live by my own rules .
¤born as Clandestine will die as Clandestine¤
WOW
Its been long since i posted something . Gawd :< . Sorry ! . Will be updating soon :))
Sick and tired of bitches seriously . she think im rude and all but the matter of fact is im answering straight to the fucking point . what her fucking problem . just tired of drama and bullshit . i wan all of this to go away . i FUCKING hate her .
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fuck you cheebye . go home lurh sial . URHURGRURGRURURUGRURU80180864012-9 . okay .. URG . i cant take it sia . i deserve better then being treated like shit from you . who the fuck you think you are ? fuck i dont give a fuck about that either . you are fucking irritating me with your fucking attitude . go die can ? i seriously dont deserve what both of you are doing . both ignoring me and giving me fuck up attitudes ey fuck lurh . you think im that fucking desperate for you to fucking notice me . not so lurh sia . yes i used to be head over heels now not so much . both of you are giving such attitude that is seriously irritating . words means nth la sia . prove it to me then i will say sorry okay ? because you fuckking irritating . fuck .
Sorry plp . i just have to let out a few feelings .
Clandestine ¤
Yes it finally a 3 yr celebration that i have stick with ¤ShahilaClicheT¤ and ¤clandestine logo¤ love myself alot . this will stick with me forever . and i will fly to america just buy a clandestine hoodie . N lvl in 10 days and counting . wish me luck . sucker bye .
letting out my feelings for suckerhead
Dont you love to hate me ? .
to who it may concern .
________. SO what if you get higher marks you just failed like everybody did . so why the fuck are you been so arrogant . i dont give a shit about your marks and you have to rub it in ? If you cant even pass mly i dont why the fuck you are even born as a mly . i talked to you in mly and u say oh sorry i cannot understand fuck shit la hor .
_____________ , ouh really your that good ? and you think cramps are nth ? guess what dickhead would you like to get cramps cause im sure you gonna cry . you think its just pain and it will go easily not that easy ive been getting cramps since i was 12 and i still cant get over the pain . i rather get shot then be in this pain .
_______, aku tak suka ko lagi phm ? why must you keep asking me till i get pissed off . what part of “i tak nak patch ngan you lagi” you dont understand . im kind and friendly because i treat you as a human not more and not less . and you keep asking me out . im trying to study here to get better future not like you who quit skool just because there is no fun in it . so plz . deleted you from the cyberworld and my life . so just stay gone .
been hiding my feelings for so long . i really cannot take it . haiz . life is so unpredictable . maybe ive change and i know ive change . for the future i was planing to go to poly to take a law course . and be a lawyer . pray for me . and also planning to do my sweet 16 . gonna invite frens . so maybe , tak confirm but maybe .
I miss my friends . my senior frens . hais .. gonna go out with them one day . catch up on things . and i miss Ms Nonya , Ms Sara J and MrShortee . lol . dun know why . miss you guys see you guys after N .
bye . gotta study .
Cramps
i got cramps today and i slept thru chemistry lesson for 1 hr . and when i woke up for math i did my math worksheet so fast that i know i was that sick . haha . in FB i kip posting all emo qoutes but all of those i have pick from the internet . hahaha . N lvl in 5 weeks , Prelim next monday . all this will be over at 7 october at 4 oclock . hahah . and on the 12 november ill be doing my bdae bash . hahah 16 yrs of well lived life(NOT) hahaha . ill be inviting alot of plp . haha .
I confess i mess up .
We had a very simple relentionship , u made me believe the future we could had . but after the 2nd month , u become so distant that you actually thinks your cca is more inportant than me . we became so distant that many people actually thought we broke up . i started to look for someone to fill the emptiness of you . and i found _____ . i began to thought i actually love him but i was still searching for you . and when a prettier and nicer girl asked u out . u bailed on our relentionship only to lasted a day with that bitch . we dont talk after the break up . you could smile to my best friend but not to me ? even when i was standing just beside you . am i that invisible to you ? remember who were the one who shouted I LOVE YOU across three blks ? who ? its you and i got all this messed up feelings . untill now , its been 4 yrs , 4 fucking yrs since u talked to me ? would you ever gave us a chnace back then ? did u ever see us together ever before ? i Miss You KZA , i really DO , you just dont . 2 words for u . FUCK YOU !
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
